I’m sad. there are no words between us. I’m not fit for this feeling. I can’t know you how I used to. I don’t dream like I used to. my thoughts are even empty now. they turn quickly, like empty pages. nothing to see nothing to go over. you’re away and I’m gone even further. I have a feeling that is like missing, and it carries me in and out each day. my smile is secretly sad. I wish I were nothing. you’ve left me out of your time, so maybe I already am.